Kristen Stewart opened up to Marie Claire magazine about her awkward tendencies and life in the spotlight.
The "Twilight" saga star is aware of the mistakes she's made and isn't afraid to acknowledge them. Check out the most interesting snippets of the Stewart's Marie Claire interview below.
Stewart Reveals One Of Her Biggest Mistakes Is Trying To "Control" Her Heart
"You don't know who you will fall in love with. You just don't. You don't control it. Some people have certain things, like, 'That's what I'm going for,' and I have a subjective version of that. I don't pressure myself ... If you fall in love with someone, you want to own them-but really, why would you want that? You want them to be what you love. I'm much too young to even have an answer for that question."
Why Stewarts Wants To Be Less Of A "Control Freak"
"I was always like, 'If you put too many walls up, you can't see. You're limiting your life so drastically and in a sad way.' So I always used to say, 'I'm not putting up any walls, I'm trying to break them down,' and it seemed kind of defensive-it was definitely coming from that place. But now I'm actually maintaining like I don't live in a fortress."
Why She Wanted To Quit Hollywood At Age 9
"I auditioned for a year before I got anything, and I told my mom I was kind of over it. I was like, 'I don't want to make you drive around L.A. anymore. If it's not happening, it's not worth it.' They thought I looked like a boy. I didn't think it was going to pan out, and then literally that day, I got The Safety of Objects, which was my first movie."
Why She Could Never Do Drugs
"I'm such a control freak. I'm glad I grew up in this era because I think if I grew up in my parents' age of drugs and discovery and crazy shit, I don't think I would do drugs well."
