The “only reason” to watch “Love & Hip Hop: New York” just quit the VH1 reality show.

Erica Mena announced on Monday, following the fourth season finale, that “tonight is indeed my last show.” She posted her goodbye message in an Instagram photo of herself trying on wedding gowns.

“Four years ago became #MenaMonday. I let the world in and it's been a crazy ride since. I've always been open about who I am & my relationships just because I know my story was meant to be told. I've made many mistakes and I get judged harshly. Thank God I'm as tough and bold as I am because the truth is many are like me,” Mena wrote.

“I have fan base that now has become my family! I can't thank you all enough for following & riding this ride. You are all appreciated. Learning from my mistakes and loving me no matter what rumors are made up.”

A photo posted by Erica Mena (@iamerica_mena) on Mar 30, 2015 at 10:46am PDT

The fashion designer finished her time on “LHHNY” looking forward to her future with fiancé Bow Wow, who popped the big question last fall. The two plan on getting married next month.

Mena also apologize to her fans in the Instagram post for the number of relationships she’s had over the past four years and any attachments they may have formed to her former lovers.

“Oh and YES I'm Sorry. I know I've forced you all to like certain people just because I decided to date them,” she wrote. “I know it won't be the same after tonight's show but I do know that no matter what I'm always going to be Open and Real with you all. This chapter has ended but the real deal is the journey has just begun.”

Although Mena won’t return for season five, the reality star stressed that Mondays will forever be “#MenaMondays AKA The Only Reason You All Watch #LHHNY.”